Yeah Well Crap

I havent posted in a while. I just had labmeeting and no, the exciting addition last posted to it was not appreciated. Sidetrack, basically analysis of other peoples data. I should know better. Time has continued to pass faster and faster with me learning new and more clever ways to produce shit data. I do not actually produce data right now, I try to get two assays going. In theory, at some point these will work and previous cloning and moaning will be shown to have been worth something, but for now I am a lousy fifth year. I think I can squeeze one bonus year out of my time here for the fact that the lab is famous and ass backwards. I will be cut a break, you can say. Not by my boss exaclty, but maybe him too. We have tons of cash and nobody new joins, so as long as I get a paper out in the next year I think I can sit around for a while and let my girlfriend rise in the program.

Speaking of which I am totally sick of talking to my girlfriend. I cant think of a thing to talk to her about. Im bored out of my fucking mind. I cant really get it up, and I cant really fake a real kiss even. So yeah, any thoughtful reader would suggest dropping the situation. But I just read the "gervais principle" and I think that I have something to think about. Think more, right that will solve it.

The point is that I work for a pathological organization. More so than science average. I am a fifth year, normally a pseudo pathological situation. So I am dealing with stress that might make it hard to maintain a relationship. The girl for some reason is convinced that she adores me. Normally I like to have two consenting adults decide if things are working. So she thinks its working, I have severe doubts, and I have to think hard about them, but I do not consider this an immediate drop.

There, rationalized. We just had our second weekend away with people type thing. This proved that my failure to enjoy the last with her was not a fluke. F me. In other news my pscho roomate is out and only owes us a little money. She left tons of shit here, no surprise. The moral of the story is that there are wak american nutjobs hiding everywhere. Dont try to reason with them when they stop making sense. Just protect your investments with contracts and things like that. I am holding her mail until she pays. I am way to old for this business. Another win.

Ever onwards.