Can Do.

Given

I have suffered greatly by failing to put things out there. Propose and support and promote ideas or experiments or plans or visualizations of the future. Thats a notion i want to put out there. Just a squeak. Who is this guy can somebody tell me. Im very good or was at least at telling other people how to improve things. Its likely no one listens so I havent had too much chance for failure.

Why is it so hard to surround myself with people with whom I can speak freely about science.

This haircut looks fucking retarded. Although I have been dressing better lately and its helped, Im still a shlub who cant get out of bed on time and shave. The worst part is how tired my eyes look all the time. Tired eyes not smiling. Im waiting for reviews.

People look at me and say, why are you still here. Im not ready to find a new job. I havent gottent his job done. You never get the job done some say. some jobs get done though. Nice things appear when you look hard enough. Its been along slog but Im still in a position to reap returns. Thats the fact. So once again, make a plan.